Keywords

  • Election2024
  • Life is a loop
  • PaidInFull
  • 思考和阅读:工程师 图书馆
  • spyder & colormap

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Kendrick Lamar The Heart Part 5

lyrics
As I get a little older
I realize life is perspective
And my perspective may differ from yours
I wanna say thank you to everyone that's been down with me
All my fans, all my beautiful fans
Anyone who's ever gave me a listen
All my people

I come from a generation of pain, where murder is minor
Rebellious and Margielas'll chip you for designer
Belt buckles and clout, overzealous if prone to violence
Make the wrong turn, be it will or the wheel alignment
Residue burned, mist of the inner-city
Miscommunication to keep homi' detective busy
No protection is risky
Desensitized, I vandalized pain, covered up and camouflaged
Get used to hearing arsenal rain
Analyze, risk your life, take the charge
Homies done fucked your baby mama once you hit the yard
That's culture
Twenty-three hour lockdown, then somebody called
Said your lil nephew was shot down, the culture's involved
I done seen niggas do seventeen, hit the halfway house
Get out and get his brains blown out, looking to buy some weed
Car wash is played out, new GoFundMe accounts'll proceed
A brand-new victim'll shatter those dreams, the culture

(I want, I want, I want, I want)
But I want you to want me too (I want, I want, I want, I want)
I want the hood to want me back (I want, I want, I want, I want)
I want the hood

Look what I done for you (look what I done for you)
Look what I done for you

I said I do this for my culture
To let y'all know what a nigga look like in a bulletproof Rover
In my mama's sofa was a doo-doo popper
Hair trigger, walk up closer, ain't no Photoshopping
Friends bipolar, grab you by your pockets
No option if you froze up, always play the offense
Niggas going to work and selling work, late for work
Working late, praying for work, but he on paperwork
That's the culture, point the finger, promote ya
Remote location, witness protection, they gon' hold ya
The streets got me fucked up
Y'all can miss me
I wanna represent for us
New revolution was up and moving
I'm in Argentina wiping my tears full of confusion
Water in between us, another peer's been executed
History repeats again
Make amends, then find a nigga with the same skin to do it

But that's the culture, crack a bottle
Hard to deal with the pain when you're sober
By tomorrow we forget the remains, we start over
That's the problem
Our foundation was trained to accept whatever follows

Dehumanized, insensitive
Scrutinize the way we live for you and I
Enemies shook my hand, I can promise I'll meet you
In the land where no equal is your equal
Never say I ain't told ya, nah
In the land where hurt people hurt more people
Fuck calling it culture

(I want, I want, I want, I want)
But I want you to want me too (I want, I want, I want, I want)
I want the hood to want me back (I want, I want, I want, I want)
I want the hood

Look what I done for you (look what I done for you)
Look what I done for you

Take the drums out

Celebrate new life when it come back around
The purpose is in the lessons we learning now
Sacrifice personal gain over everything
Just to see the next generation better than ours
I wasn't perfect, the skin I was in had truly suffered
Temptation, impatience, everything that the body nurtures
I felt the good, I felt the bad and I felt the worry
But all-in-all, my productivity had stayed urgent

Face your fears, always knew that I would make it here
Where the energy is magnified and persevered
Consciousness is synchronized and crystal-clear
Euphoria is glorified and made His
Reflecting on my life and what I done
Paid dues, made rules, change outta love
Them same views made schools change curriculums
But didn't change me staring down the barrel of the gun

Should I feel resentful I didn't see my full potential?
Should I feel regret about the good that I was into?
Everything is everything, this ain't coincidental
I woke up that morning with more heart to give you
As I bleed through the speakers, feel my presence

To my brother, to my kids, I'm in heaven
To my mother, to my sis, I'm in heaven
To my father, to my wife, I am serious, this is heaven
To my friends, make sure you counting them blessings
To my fans, make sure you make them investments
And to the killer that sped up my demise
I forgive you, just know your soul's in question
I seen the pain in your pupil when that trigger had squeezed
And though you did me gruesome, I was truly relieved
I completed my mission, wasn't ready to leave
But fulfilled my days, my Creator was pleased

I can't stress how I love y'all
I don't need to be in flesh just to hug y'all
The memories recollect just because y'all
Celebrate me with respect
The unity we protect is above all

And, Sam, I'll be watching over you
Make sure my kids watch all my interviews
Make sure you live out our dreams we produced
Keep that genius in your brain on the move

And to my neighborhood, let the good prevail
Make sure them babies and the leaders outta jail
Look for salvation when troubles get real
'Cause you can't help the world until you help yourself

And I can't blame the hood the day that I was killed
Y'all had to see it, that's the only way to feel
And though my physical won't reap the benefits
The energy that carry on emits still
I want you


Election2024

  • We call election 2020 as a majority decision~

  • 一下午整个在做实验,做之前看到APnews上显示DJT领先很多,估计也快结束了,结果做实验的过程中一边听了将近三小时podcast,结束之后出来一看,投票结果还没出来,但是很多摇摆州trump都拿下了,悬念不大~

    • 忙完之后就在工位上观看直播,共和党很多站台人出来庆祝,发表演讲,印象最深的是DANA WHITE boss说powerful & almighty Joe Rogan,特殊独有的形容词
      Dana White thanks Adin Ross, Theo Von, The Nelk Boys, Joe Rogan and more during Donald Trump's presidential victory speech.

Dana White says a few words after Donald Trump becomes the 47th President of the United States “Last but not least, I wanna thank the mighty and powerful Joe Rogan.”



最好的概括过去八年:

  • 这是在大选开始很久以前很火的“梗图”了,火柴人风格诙谐地展示了部分人眼里后奥巴马时代整个社会风气的变化,JK罗琳的事件是早期的重要事件之一。
  • ELON进入内阁班子了,DOGE,政府效率部门的简写,也是表情的名字,如果做的好的话,这又是一项ELON在人文方面巨大的突破,比肩其他的科技发明。

  • 之前谈过的HBO的一些,左一点的影视作品也会受到影响,这并不是主要的,自由归自由,主要的是渲染出真实社会的一些场景,元素有橄榄球队长、抽烟吸毒、打炮、cheating…… 据说Drake和该片制作有关系

  • 记录和不记录的区别就是零和无穷的区别 不记录就是零 而记录是从零里衍生出的无穷之书
  • 手机会不自觉地停止大脑的思考模式 只要没有手机 刷牙 行走跑步吃饭都可以思考
    • Find some peace in your mind
  • Yoga

  • Running

  • Reading

  • Music

  • Football

  • Big three 满足不同层面的精神需求 KDOT是人们对于高尚的追求 Jcole是人们对于安宁心态的向往 drake则是人们对于权利金钱的欲望 都是真实且美好的

  • THP5 连续两年前几 千百遍 意义在于涵盖教导爱与恨 对国家 社会 社区 文化 种族的认识
    Raw文件 no photoshop

  • 不久前谈了谈现在工业音乐转右 Spotify一些事情背后自己的猜测 今天仔细看了年度的Spotify podcast TOP10 至少有认识的三个都是著名的trump spurtor并且高居前列

  • 50cent 发出公开支持,只不过是在election结束之后

  • 当然还有之前很多,著名MAGA,lil pump骂过TS和Eminem

☕Gooddays

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  • 生活状态:不知有汉,无论魏晋

Life is a loop:

  • 睡眠质量影响生活一切 相互影响 对抗熵增,生活中朴素简单,睡眠自无他物干扰,好的睡眠质量保障生产时长和效率,多赢,全面提升
  • 它的本质是一个人自身的“内循环”,如何给它增速,关乎于个体的意识水平,简单来说谜底就在谜面之上,只是有人看到,有人意识不到,保持积极心态,努力学习工作,充分的工作量和成果促进水平提升经验积累,因此也会饱满自信,胸有成竹,正反馈心胸宽广,戒骄戒躁……

PaidInFull

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最近看TULSA,史泰龙在最新一集说的!
That's how winning is done🫡

思考和阅读:工程师 图书馆

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  • 之前和很多人谈论过,我觉得现代大学很多都应该将自己的图书馆视作一个标志性建筑物,很多都是一进校门图书馆坐中间,大学四年正是思想真正萌芽的时期,思考和获取认识,都是从图书中获得,流媒体不错,效率高,但是你很少有真正深度思考的过程,想象百年前一个国家的顶梁支柱们都在大学里做些什么?几个人就可以撬动这个地球。如今人们观影都很多需要快速解读即视为结束,更别说花一个下午去阅读。幸运的是上次是一个来学校的工程师主动先提出这个和我的一样的观察。

spyder

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我的习惯是VSCODE进行最终的笔记整理md文件和ipynb等一些笔记本,spyder我习惯用来做一些“前驱体”性质的测试,在Spyder上调试好scripts再放到VSCODE作为最终版,每次打开Spyder软件loading的界面都是下半部分是红色的色块,上半部分是人在对着电脑打开的Spyder界面进行讨论,界面显示的代码和可视化图,电脑后面有花有咖啡,太cozy了,真正忙的画面其实是“蓬头垢面”,怎么可能这样“小红书ins风”的休闲自在。

用很多软件遇到困难都会去找帖子,常见的就那么几个网站,有些问题还有可能在YouTube的一些视频中找到答案,不管是代码还是软件操作,这些铺天的视频里面通常都是印度小哥的口音,或者巴基斯坦人,能够用他的热爱和认真感染到我,有时候很细心还感觉有点可爱。LOL 刻板印象里这部分人应该移居加国的比较多吧,让人感觉这和互联网上给人带来印象的印度人是两类人。

colormap

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最近发现传统的colormap不太够用,新发现的两个

  • proplot
    • 停止更新于2021年 似乎不适配3.8.0版本的matplotlib所以不推荐再用了,即使我一开始还试出许多比较合适的colormap Blues and Reds
  • seaborn:https://seaborn.pydata.org/tutorial/color_palettes.html 发现挺不错 但种类还是比较局限
  • colorcet:https://colorcet.holoviz.org/user_guide/Continuous.html 种类花样较多,推荐 https://colorcet.holoviz.org/user_guide/index.html
  • mpltern:https://mpltern.readthedocs.io/en/latest/
  • python不同库之间版本不兼容太难受,是知道哪天某个之前可以运行的代码又需要花半天时间去更新适配其他的跟新库,升级或者降级重装,其他都会收到影响。

EKL Wisdom Shelf

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