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  • Colby
  • UFC311
  • Just Zlatan being Zlatan

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tv off (feat. Lefty Gunplay) Kendrick Lamar

All I ever wanted was a Black Grand National
Fuck being rational, give 'em what they ask for

(Mustard on the beat, ho) 这个tag真别具一格 cool~

lyrics
All I ever wanted was a Black Grand National
Fuck being rational, give 'em what they ask for

It's not enough (Ayy)
Few solid niggas left, but it's not enough
Few bitches that'll really step, but it's not enough
Say you bigger than myself, but it's not enough (Huh)
I get on they ass, yeah, somebody gotta do it
I'll make them niggas mad, yeah, somebody gotta do it
I'll take the G-pass, shit, watch a nigga do it
Huh, we survived outside, all from the music, nigga, what?

They like: What he on?
It's the Alpha and Omega, bitch, welcome home
This is not a song
This a revelation, how to get a nigga gone
You need you a man, baby, I don't understand, baby
Pay your bill and make you feel protected like I can, baby
Teach you somethin' if you need correction, that's the plan, baby
Don't put your life in these weird niggas' hands, baby (Woah)

It's not enough (Ayy)
Few solid niggas left, but it's not enough
Few bitches that'll really step, but it's not enough
Say you bigger than myself, but it's not enough (Huh)
I get on they ass, yeah, somebody gotta do it
I'll make them niggas mad, yeah, somebody gotta do it
I'll take the G-pass, shit, watch a nigga do it
Huh, we survived outside, all from the music, nigga, what?

Hey, turn this TV off
Ain't with my type activities? Then don't you get involved
Hey, what, huh, how many should I send? Send 'em all
Take a risk or take a trip, you know I'm trippin' for my dog
Who you with? Couple sergeants and lieutenants for the get back
This revolution been televised, I fell through with the knick-knacks
Hey, young nigga, get your chili up, yeah, I meant that
Hey, black out if they act out, yeah, I did that
Hey, what's up, though?
I hate a bitch that's hatin' on a bitch and they both hoes
I hate a nigga hatin' on them niggas and they both broke
If you ain't coming for no chili, what you come for?
Nigga feel like he entitled 'cause he knew me since a kid
Bitch, I cut my granny off if she don't see it how I see it, hm
Got a big mouth but he lack big ideas
Send him to the Moon, that's just how I feel, yellin'

It's not enough (Ayy)
Few solid niggas left, but it's not enough
Few bitches that'll really step, but it's not enough
Say you bigger than myself, but it's not enough

Huh
Huh, huh
Hey
Hey (Mustard on the beat, ho)

Mustard
Niggas actin' bad, but somebody gotta do it
Got my foot up on the gas, but somebody gotta do it
Huh, turn this TV off, turn this TV off
Huh, turn this TV off, turn this TV off
Huh, turn this TV off, turn this TV off
Huh, turn this TV off, turn this TV off

Ain't no other king in this rap thing, like siblings
Nothing but my children, one shot, they disappearin'
I'm in a city with a flag, be gettin' thrown like it was pass interference
Padlock around the building
Crash, pullin' up in unmarked truck just to play freeze tag
With a bone to pick like it was sea bass
So when I made it out, I made about fifty K from a show
Tryna show niggas the ropes before they hung from a rope
I'm prophetic, they only talk about it how I get it
Only good for saving face, seen the cosmetics
How many heads I gotta take to level my aesthetics?
Hurry up and get your muscle up, we out the plyometric
Nicarana by the lux, soon as I up the highest metric
The city just made it sweet, you could die, I bet it
They mouth get full of deceit, let these cowards tell it
Walk in New Orleans with the etiquette of LA, yellin'

Mustard (Ah, man)
Niggas actin' bad, but somebody gotta do it
Got my foot up on the gas, but somebody gotta do it
Huh, turn this TV off, turn this TV off
Huh, turn this TV off, turn this TV off
Huh, turn this TV off, turn this TV off
Huh, turn this TV off, turn this TV off

Shit gets crazy, scary, spooky, hilarious
Crazy, scary, spooky, hilarious
Shit gets crazy, scary, spooky, hilarious
Crazy, scary, spooky, hilarious
Shit gets crazy, scary, spooky, hilarious
Crazy, scary, spooky, hilarious
Shit gets crazy, scary, spooky, hilarious
Crazy, scary, spooky, hilarious


"Savior" Kendrick Lamar, Baby Keem & Sam Dew

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Kendrick made you think about it, but he is not your savior
Cole made you feel empowered, but he is not your savior
Future said, "Get a money counter," but he is not your savior
'Bron made you give his flowers, but he is not your savior
He is not your savior

Bitch, are you happy for me?
Really, are you happy for me?
Smile in my face, but are you happy for me?
Yeah, I'm out the way, are you happy for me?

lyrics
Kendrick made you think about it, but he is not your savior
Cole made you feel empowered, but he is not your savior
Future said, "Get a money counter," but he is not your savior
'Bron made you give his flowers, but he is not your savior
He is not your savior

Mr. Morale, give me high-five
Two times center codefendant judging my life
Back pedaler, what they say? You do the cha-cha
I'ma stand on it, 6'5" from 5'5"
Fun fact, I ain't taking shit back
Like it when they pro-Black, but I'm more Kodak Black
Tell me where the money at, ayy, where the homies at?
Universal callout, I can members only that, ayy
Si-si, wait a minute
Ven aquí (Ven aquí), c'est la vie (C'est la vie)
I tell the whole truth from A to Z, ayy
Show me you real, show me that you bleed, ayy
Hello? Crackers? (Let me hear that back)
I seen niggas arguing about who's blacker
Even blacked out screens and called it solidarity (Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck)
Meditating in silence made you wanna tell on me (Fuck)

Bitch, are you happy for me?
Really, are you happy for me?
Smile in my face, but are you happy for me?
Yeah, I'm out the way, are you happy for me?
Bitch, are you happy for me?
Really, are you happy for me?
Smile in my face, but are you happy for me?
Yeah, I'm out the way, are you happy for me? (High up)

Bite they tongues in rap lyrics
Scared to be crucified about a song, but they won't admit it
Politically correct is how you keep an opinion
Niggas is tight-lipped, fuck who dare to be different
Seen a Christian say the vaccine mark of the beast
Then he caught COVID and prayed to Pfizer for relief
Then I caught COVID and started to question Kyrie
Will I stay organic or hurt in this bed for two weeks? (You really wanna know?)
Do you want peace? (How I get so low?)
Then watch us in the street (Only one way to go)
One protest for you (High up)
Three-sixty-five for me (You really wanna know?)
Vladimir making nightmares (How I get so low?)
But that's how we all think (Only one way to go)
The collective conscious (High up)
Calamities on repeat, huh

Bitch, are you happy for me?
Really, are you happy for me?
Smile in my face, but are you happy for me?
Yeah, I'm out the way, are you happy for me?
Bitch, are you happy for me?
Really, are you happy for me?
Smile in my face, but are you happy for me?
Yeah, I'm out the way, are you happy for me?

Truth, it resides in the fire
The need of it's dire
Deceiving the lies, I know
Truth, it resides in the fire
The need of it's dire
Deceiving the lies, I know

The cat is out the bag, I am not your savior
I find it just as difficult to love thy neighbors
Especially when people got ambiguous favors
But they hearts not in it, see, everything's for the paper
The struggle for the right side of history
Independent thought is like an eternal enemy
Capitalists posing as compassionates be offending me
Yeah, suck my dick with authenticity
Yeah, Tupac dead, gotta think for yourself
Yeah, heroes looking for the villains to help
I never been sophisticated, saving face
Being manipulative, such an acquired taste
I rubbed elbows with people that was for the people
They all greedy, I don't care for no public speaking
And they like to wonder where I've been
Protecting my soul in the valley of silence




☕Gooddays

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##《我的确接近于孤独》
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最近晚上碎片时间在看卡夫卡的《我的确接近于孤独》,近一百年前的生活,时间的车轮驶过去,地球上发生了翻天覆地的变化,但是人类每天遭受的生活琐事还是大差不差, 在情感,社交和产出productivity方面都有困扰。

比如拖延,截取一段:

1910十二月十八日。

我之所以让信件没拆封地摆上一段时间(包括那些可以预见内容无关紧要的信,就像此刻这一封),其原因无疑就是软弱和怯懦。犹豫着去拆开一封信,就像犹豫着去打开一扇门,门里也许有个人已经不耐烦地在等我。若非如此,那么用做事认真细致来解释搁置信件这件事或许
是恰当的。因为,假定我是个认真细致的人,我就必定会努力地把一切都尽量拖长。拿这封信来说,就是慢慢地打开,慢慢地读上好几遍,久久思索,在誊写清稿之前先写好几份草稿,最后再犹豫要不要寄出。这一切都在我的掌控之中,只不过忽然收到一封信是避免不了的,于是我也以人为的方式放慢了这件事的速度,久久不把信拆开。信摆在我面前的桌上,不断地把自己呈献给我。我不断地收到它,但并不把它拿起来。

晚上,十一点半。在我从办公室里解脱出来之前,我是没有指望的,这一点我再清楚不过,事情就只剩下把头高高抬起,免得我溺死,能撑多久算多久。这会有多么困难,必然会耗费我多少力气,从这件事上就能看得出来,亦即今天我没有遵守我新定的时间表,从晚上八点到十一点坐在书桌旁,而我目前甚至不认为这有多糟,就只匆匆写下这几行字,以便上床去睡觉。

2024年12月10日 我睡掉了一部分的下午:
今天是两三个月来第一次午觉,将近两小时后,清醒,意识到身体像是全部细胞被更换,有某种新鲜的感觉。depressed ,就是低沉,没有其他开心或者不满意的情绪。bitchass

Recent running routine:

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  • 跑到一公里差不多开始感觉到冷气

  • 自然闭口,舌头贴上颚,较少的冷气进入呼吸道,有脖套,但是鼻头冷,之后慢慢有点流鼻涕

  • 前面看到这篇万事最忌太用力,文中提到:

大凡爱运动之人,于吃则比较淡然,反之亦然。人无外乎一种被化学信号操纵的碳基生物。人于生存所需而吃饭,那个量终究是不太多的,超出这个量的食物摄入,多半是为了获得多巴胺。一个人的多巴胺缺口越大,也就越容易陷入暴食,因为这实在是多巴胺最廉价的获取方式。故而人吃得多了,动得便少;动得多了,吃得也不必太多。然而橙飞这小子却既运动又暴食,难怪乎看他的视频,隔着屏幕都能感受到浓浓的多巴胺扑面而来了。

  • 人出生之后成长,前二十年发育完善,感官逐渐接受刺激信号,后面一步步加深对于背后机制的认识,明白如何Keep balance,但是难以控制,因为有各种诱惑,金钱和各种“爽感”。(昨天还看到有人在路边站姿后仰,后背几乎拱成一座桥一样睡觉,可能LA那块)
  • hit song现在也是,在Euphoria之后又有not like us这样史诗级的“热单”,观众就喜欢一直被刺激神经,流媒体发展的背景下,这种趋势似乎铺天盖地一般,很难坐下来安静的享受R&B类似这种慢节奏的,甚至带有思考性的作品。脱口秀那边,也是一直争辩不停的话题——好笑就行,还是要金句升华?国内卷到讨论脱口秀的梗密度,国外头部的单场还是叙事讨论比较多,更多是调侃社会现实,分享故事观点,梗不会太密,但是设计精巧,除了生理上获取大笑的愉悦,背后更多是事后回味心理上的思考和内化收获。
  • 大凡做大事之人,精力都格外旺盛。
  • YNWA,做所爱之事,不会感到孤独,更不会厌倦疲惫
  • The observant person finds many teachers.
  • From some people, you'll learn what to do. From others, you'll learn what not to do.
  • 张牙舞爪,贬低他人,夸耀自己来获取自信力,可怜,毫不知将自己的致命之处尽显。

Colby

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  • 第一个视频是4天前录播的clip,骂Jon Jones做成了shorts LMAO
  • 2024年12月15日:今天的UFC TAMPA还不错,早上起来从Johnson 开始看的,KO,其他都也还好,main event是Welterweight : ColbyCovington VS JoaquinBuckley Colby开局下潜被开左眉弓,之后一直就不太行,太能流番茄酱了,影响状态,但是Buckley确实不错,逆天的臂展身高比例,有力量,但是地面还差点意思,前两回合应该都是Buckley稍微优势,第三回合Colby近地面也还可以稍微逆转一点,但是后来无奈眉弓开口有点大,Doc介入终止比赛TKO,发布会上DANA也说,要是在LAS VEGAS这是不会被停的。宋亚东和Cory Sandhagen是在LAS VEGAS的fight night,亚东开的口子至少是这里的1.5倍,但仍然坚持打了一会。
  • 可能就此了,以后都是下坡路,有点尴尬,也有点可惜……

UFC311

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  • 一月开年的PPV是在LA的UFC311,四个来自高加索地区的争夺两个腰带,鹰队的历史性时刻,目前已经有LW UFC,PFL,LW Bellator的冠军,UFC311上有ISLAM卫冕LW,UMAR争夺BW,之后还有USMAN卫冕LW Bellator #Father's plan

Just Zlatan being Zlatan

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  • 亨利对Zlatan说他不在曼联的名人墙上,Zlatan说因为他们仍然不知道God长什么样子
  • 太多类似的 , 哈哈哈,汉化版非常多
    • When Zlatan downloads windows, Microsoft accepts his terms and conditions
    • If zlatan comes to your house, you’re the guest.
    • When Zaltan was born, he slapped the doctors for not crying
    • When Zlatan stands with bodyguards, bodyguards feel safe
    • If Zlatan looks himself in the mirror, there's no reflection. Because there's only one Zlatan.
    • When zlatan turn 18 he’s parents move out of the house lol
    • When Zlatan showers, the water gets cleaned
    • One time Zlatan missed 2 days of school, we now call that the weekend

EKL Wisdom Shelf

  • 看到新一轮openai更新,有画布,还能像colab一样
  • random thoughts came into my mind 要给基因写一封信 告诉它给人类带来多少麻烦
  • 听说作为开章:

Thanks for being an insider till the end!
Till next , stay safe and stay hydrated!