One minute I'm happy, then I'm sad
I get angry, then relax
I go from chaos into self-control
It's one of my side effects (ha)
And you seem like a real nice guy
And I don't wanna treat you bad
So before you get a taste of me
Let me hit you with the recipe, yeah, yeah
I go a little OTT with the OCD
All my exes say that I'm crazy
I'ma check your phone while you're half asleep
Maybe God was high when he made me
'Cause I OD on the jealousy, got a PhD in anxiety
So, before you get in too deep
There's a couple things you should know about me
I'm cuckoo, cuckoo
A little cuckoo, cuckoo
Feel a little cuckoo, cuckoo
There's a couple things you should-
A little bit of this, a bit of that
I'm just laying down the facts
I'll give it all, I'll give you everything
But you better watch your back (but you better watch your back)
And you seem like a real nice guy
And I don't wanna treat you bad
So before you get a taste of me
Let me hit you with the recipe, yeah, yeah
I go a little OTT with the OCD
All my exes say that I'm crazy
I'ma check your phone while you're half asleep
Maybe God was high when he made me
'Cause I OD on the jealousy, got a PhD in anxiety
So, before you get in too deep
There's a couple things you should know about me
I'm cuckoo, cuckoo
A little cuckoo, cuckoo
Feel a little cuckoo, cuckoo
There's a couple things you should know about, know about me
There's a couple things you should know about me, I'm-
There's a couple things you should know about me

Mom if you can hear me, I think I made it
20, 000 fans from the stage I'm standing on
I want you to know I appreciate it
One day I'll come home, we can celebrate
Mom I gotta go, the curtain's calling
All the way from Rome, I'm really sorry
Tell my little sister I said hey
One day I'll come home, we can celebrate
Yeah these late nights and these long drives
Full moons under dark skies
Tears fall behind phone screens
Lonely hearts lead to bad dreams
Wish that I could be there for you
I hope that life will be fair for you
It's hard to sleep 'cause I'm always thinking
And passing out off of codeine
And I hope you know that I'm not complaining
Hope you know I appreciate it
Every day is just filled with love
Man every day is just thanks and praises
But memories of your birthdays, they get me in the worst ways
When you say, "dad, it's okay"
When you get home we can celebrate
Mom if you can hear me, I think I made it
20, 000 fans from the stage I'm standing on
I want you to know I appreciate it
One day I'll come home, we can celebrate
Mom I gotta go, the curtain's calling
All the way from Rome, I'm really sorry
Tell my little sister I said hey
One day I'll come home, we can celebrate
Not the money, not the fame
Love the struggle, love the pain
After all that we have gained
We realize we're all the same
Sacrifice my brothers cried
We've been gone when family died
Losing my focus, symphonies open
Singing my opus, just for a moment
One day I'll get home and we can throw a big party
Invite other people that helped us get started to
To all of you artists that feel a martyr
Don't ever give up, you just gotta go harder
Mom if you can hear me, I think I made it
20, 000 fans from the stage I'm standing on
I want you to know I appreciate it
One day I'll come home, we can celebrate
Mom I gotta go, the curtain's calling
All the way from Rome, I'm really sorry
Tell my little sister I said hey
One day I'll come home, we can celebrate
Every night feels like another weekend
Keep pretending that it's easy
Sold my soul for a wrecking ball
I shot at the moon but I mostly fall
Mom if you can hear me, I think I made it
20, 000 fans from the stage I'm standing on
I want you to know I appreciate it
One day I'll come home, we can celebrate
Mom I gotta go, the curtain's calling
All the way from Rome, I'm really sorry
Tell my little sister I said hey
One day I'll come home, we can celebrate
One day I'll come home, we can celebrate