Jump in that— (huh, huh), summon that bitch
Jump in that— (huh, huh), jump in that fire, jump in that bitch
Hittin' that fire, jump in that whip, thumbin' that bitch
Cum in that bitch (ho), drummin' that— (huh, huh)
Drummin' that bitch (yeah)

Chopper doin' circles, it's a Vert', Vert'
Take him to the projects, he's a nerd (Pop out)
I see niggas hittin' corners in the motherfuckin' 'burbs, huh (Pop out)
Done politickin' with the competition, what's the word? (Yeah)
Put that on my mama, nigga, ate in the process
Niggas tryna tippy toe through the progress
Tongue-tied when the truth is an object
What's the pros and cons of this next check?
When nobody 'round, I was independent
In the 90s, sittin' bum with the windows tinted
Had a bomb, got a strap at the party
Where the fuck niggas? At the party
Beat 'em up (Bounce), beat 'em up, beat 'em up, beat 'em up (ah)
I was seein' double in the projects
Mad at myself when I put it to the side
Mama had to cater for the coupe
That we rode after school on the way to Popeyes (Bounce)
And niggas wanna play both sides
It's a red dot, don't get on the wrong red eye
It's a headshot, let me get who are them guys
Fuck around and bury two of them guys
I'm OD in Paris, I'm OD in France
I thought that I told you, I need the advance
Put down your IG and look through my lens
A million to grandma, who did I offend?
The girl of your dreams to me is a fan
I netted ten million and did a lil' dance
I'm fuckin' the world, I unzip my pants
My uncle G told me that I had a chance
So then I popped out and did it again
And did it again and did it again
I can not respect them, where did he begin?
Advice from the council, let nobody in
Been swervin' through rumors
Avoidin' the trends and duckin' the hoes
I'm duckin' the loonies that come with the shows
I'm grateful to Man-Man, he opened up doors
And bung' on the tour bus to come and compose
I reach to the stars on my tippy toes
This greatest success where most niggas fold
I tell you my past, that shit don't get old
But how could you ask like I don't be rappin' my raps?
These critics got everyone tapped
You gotta relax, the city where nobody sleep
Just tap in and ask where I'm at, ho

Smoking on your top five tonight, tonight
Yeah, I'm smokin' on your, what's her name, tonight, tonight
Smokin' on you, shores, ain't two-nine, yeah, two

I am the omega, pgLang, Rollie gang, SIE
Don't you address me unless it's with four letters
I thought you'd known better
I been duckin' the pandemic, I been, social gimmicks
I been duckin' the overnight activists, yeah
I'm not a trending topic, I'm a—
Hold on, y'all niggas playin' with me, man
I am the omega, pgLang, Rollie gang, SIE
Don't you address me unless it's with four letters
Bitch, I thought you'd known better
I been duckin' the pandemic, I been duckin' the social gimmicks
I been duckin' the overnight actavis, yeah
I'm not a trending topic, I'm a prophet
I answer to Metatron and Gambriel
Bitch, looking for a better me
I am a legacy, I come from the seventy
The Al Green offspring, guns and the melody
The big shot, wrist on cryotherapy
Soon as I press that button
Nigga better get right like the ambulance comin'
Us two on a light, Keem been through nothin'
Dave Free got at least one B in the oven
I'm trippin', I'm juugin', my mental is amazing, brother
Pop off, only on occasions, brother
Rich nigga, momma know I made it, brother
Go figure, never caught cases, brother
Face it, brother, gracious brother?
New flows comin', be patient, brother
Show my ass and take you out of class
I can multitask like Megan, brother
2021, I ain't takin' no prisoner
Last year, y'all fucked up all the listener
Who went platinum? I call that a visitor
Who the fuck backin' 'em? All been falsified
The facts mean this a vaccine, and the game need me to survive
The Elohim, the rebirth
Before you get to the Father, you gotta holla at me first, bitch
Smokin' on top fives
Motherfuck that album, fuck that single
Burn that hard drive (Burn that shit)
Ain't nobody safe
When I come up killin' everybody that's outside (Who you with?)
Yeah, Kanye changed his life
But me, I'm still an old school Gemini (Lil' bitch)
Let me jump in this bitch

Let me jump in this bitch
Two phones, but I only bring one in this bitch
One daughter, but they all my sons in this bitch
No hoes, ain't shit gettin' done in this bitch
I'm scary, I got a gun in this bitch
Smokin' on top fives, stop playin', I'm that guy
Number two DM'ing my bitch
That's cool, I don't ask why

As I get a little older
I realize life is perspective
And my perspective may differ from yours
I wanna say thank you to everyone that's been down with me
All my fans, all my beautiful fans
Anyone who's ever gave me a listen
All my people

I come from a generation of pain, where murder is minor
Rebellious and Margielas'll chip you for designer
Belt buckles and clout, overzealous if prone to violence
Make the wrong turn, be it will or the wheel alignment
Residue burned, mist of the inner-city
Miscommunication to keep homi' detective busy
No protection is risky
Desensitized, I vandalized pain, covered up and camouflaged
Get used to hearing arsenal rain
Analyze, risk your life, take the charge
Homies done fucked your baby mama once you hit the yard
That's culture
Twenty-three hour lockdown, then somebody called
Said your lil nephew was shot down, the culture's involved
I done seen niggas do seventeen, hit the halfway house
Get out and get his brains blown out, looking to buy some weed
Car wash is played out, new GoFundMe accounts'll proceed
A brand-new victim'll shatter those dreams, the culture

(I want, I want, I want, I want)
But I want you to want me too (I want, I want, I want, I want)
I want the hood to want me back (I want, I want, I want, I want)
I want the hood

Look what I done for you (look what I done for you)
Look what I done for you

I said I do this for my culture
To let y'all know what a nigga look like in a bulletproof Rover
In my mama's sofa was a doo-doo popper
Hair trigger, walk up closer, ain't no Photoshopping
Friends bipolar, grab you by your pockets
No option if you froze up, always play the offense
Niggas going to work and selling work, late for work
Working late, praying for work, but he on paperwork
That's the culture, point the finger, promote ya
Remote location, witness protection, they gon' hold ya
The streets got me fucked up
Y'all can miss me
I wanna represent for us
New revolution was up and moving
I'm in Argentina wiping my tears full of confusion
Water in between us, another peer's been executed
History repeats again
Make amends, then find a nigga with the same skin to do it

But that's the culture, crack a bottle
Hard to deal with the pain when you're sober
By tomorrow we forget the remains, we start over
That's the problem
Our foundation was trained to accept whatever follows

Dehumanized, insensitive
Scrutinize the way we live for you and I
Enemies shook my hand, I can promise I'll meet you
In the land where no equal is your equal
Never say I ain't told ya, nah
In the land where hurt people hurt more people
Fuck calling it culture

(I want, I want, I want, I want)
But I want you to want me too (I want, I want, I want, I want)
I want the hood to want me back (I want, I want, I want, I want)
I want the hood

Look what I done for you (look what I done for you)
Look what I done for you

Take the drums out

Celebrate new life when it come back around
The purpose is in the lessons we learning now
Sacrifice personal gain over everything
Just to see the next generation better than ours
I wasn't perfect, the skin I was in had truly suffered
Temptation, impatience, everything that the body nurtures
I felt the good, I felt the bad and I felt the worry
But all-in-all, my productivity had stayed urgent

Face your fears, always knew that I would make it here
Where the energy is magnified and persevered
Consciousness is synchronized and crystal-clear
Euphoria is glorified and made His
Reflecting on my life and what I done
Paid dues, made rules, change outta love
Them same views made schools change curriculums
But didn't change me staring down the barrel of the gun

Should I feel resentful I didn't see my full potential?
Should I feel regret about the good that I was into?
Everything is everything, this ain't coincidental
I woke up that morning with more heart to give you
As I bleed through the speakers, feel my presence

To my brother, to my kids, I'm in heaven
To my mother, to my sis, I'm in heaven
To my father, to my wife, I am serious, this is heaven
To my friends, make sure you counting them blessings
To my fans, make sure you make them investments
And to the killer that sped up my demise
I forgive you, just know your soul's in question
I seen the pain in your pupil when that trigger had squeezed
And though you did me gruesome, I was truly relieved
I completed my mission, wasn't ready to leave
But fulfilled my days, my Creator was pleased

I can't stress how I love y'all
I don't need to be in flesh just to hug y'all
The memories recollect just because y'all
Celebrate me with respect
The unity we protect is above all

And, Sam, I'll be watching over you
Make sure my kids watch all my interviews
Make sure you live out our dreams we produced
Keep that genius in your brain on the move

And to my neighborhood, let the good prevail
Make sure them babies and the leaders outta jail
Look for salvation when troubles get real
'Cause you can't help the world until you help yourself

And I can't blame the hood the day that I was killed
Y'all had to see it, that's the only way to feel
And though my physical won't reap the benefits
The energy that carry on emits still
I want you

“路变窄了，但还可以走”

日籍华语作家吉井忍全新力作

在不那么完美的日子，守住那份“标准规格之外”的自由

【内容简介】

在极致追求效率的社会，总会 有人站在时代前列，发挥先锋模范的作用，写出激发人心的励志故事。但我们在生活中也会遇到一种人，她/他会让你叹赏：对于自己的人生，竟可以做出这样的选择。

作家吉井忍走入日本的大街小巷，历时七年，采访各行各业的普通人，探访12种主流秩序外的格外活法。

有人早上起床在东京街头回收垃圾，晚上在剧场讲段子引得众人发笑，“世上没有所谓的垃圾，但一旦扔掉，它就变成垃圾了。”

有人离开日本面积最大的书店，在南方小岛开了家日本面积最小的旧书店，发现“一旦离开公司职员身份，我真的就一个人了”。

有人19年盖一栋楼，从自己动手浇灌混凝土开始，在只鼓励人成为“消费者”的社会当一个“创造者”……

这些人可能是你的邻居，或商店街角落中一家小店的店主，面对日常无数的琐碎和烦躁，她/他们不着急寻找答案，而是选择接受状态模糊的自己，以现有的能力面对不确定性，留给自己自由思考的空间——面向人生，继续提问，继续追问。

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★日籍华语作家吉井忍新作：在不那么完美的日子，守住那份”标准规格之外”的自由

大学毕业后出国游荡各地，不买房不上班，甘愿落后几圈用自己的节奏慢跑，如此二十年后，吉井忍从北京回到东京。此时的日本面临高度老龄化和贫富分化，主流之外的容身之处越来越少。

“跳出胜负束缚之后的路，该怎么走？”带着这样的问题，她将目光转向日本街巷、各行各业的普通人，她/他们在社会由盛转衰之后，不强迫自己嵌套进标准规格中，在不那么残酷、也不那么完美的日子里，用心固守自己的底线，守住一份尊严。

★探访12种格外的活法，探索无限种人生的可能：路变窄了，但还可以走

在极致追求效率的社会，总会有人站在时代的前列，发挥先锋模范的作用。但我们在生活中也会遇到一种人，她/他会让你叹赏：对于自己的人生，竟可以做出这样的选择。

这些人都不是“奇特人物”，也不是翻山越岭方可见面的仙人，而可能是你的邻居，或商店街角落的店主。她/他们跳脱出或躺平或内卷的游戏规则，在标准规格之外开辟出自己的天地。吉井忍用一贯细腻的笔触，书写普通人生活在不确定性之中挣扎、笨拙、退却后又迈进的日常，献给每一个认真生活的人。

★不一样的日本漫游指南，在街头巷尾、历史缝隙之间触摸最鲜活的市井日本

在冲绳熙熙攘攘的市场中走进一家旧书店，推开一扇通往冲绳历史与文化的门；在横滨闹中取静的文身工作坊品味昭和人情和义理；在福岛遇见坚守原地的人，一窥那个慌不择路的时代……在一次次与人的真诚连接中重新发现日本。

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